Not to gang up on you or anything, but I have to agree with Jeph and Scott.

"The man of character, sensitive to the meaning of what he is doing, will know how to discover the ethical paths in the maze of possible behavior.”
- Earl Warren

I think you might have gotten lost somewhere in the maze, dude.

"The best place to start an adventure is with a quiet, perfect life...and someone who realizes that it can't possibly be enough." - Kevin J. Anderson